Discovery of Myself

My mind was lingering over a question of myself. It was questioning my abilities, dedication towards life and career. Also , a question of who I am .

I got my answer few months back when I was lying torpid o my bed thinking about my present and my plan for future. Some time back I was a confuse guy seeking for solace. If somebody asked me what I want to and who I’m I was not able to answer the back. But now I am confident of myself. Now I know who I am and what I want in my life.

Who I am ? I am an introvert, a fighter, an egotist and an optimist. Life has given me happiness and disappointment. I take everything on my stride.

Life was never been easy for me and it won’t be easy either. I had been at both the ends of life, which people will say fate but for me it is life. A never ending life.

I find ecstasy in uncertainty and proving people wrong. I like when people undermine me and proving them wrong make me euphoric. Sometime I won and sometime I lost. It is a game I want to play. But the journeys toward the euphoric moment are the events of my life. It is an odyssey for me.

Some days back when somebody asked me why my life has became dull and boring. I wanted to reply him back that when people challenge you about your abilities , and your inner self started to doubt yourself, your abilities and nothing in your vicinity look favorable, when you were not able to say your feeling and thought to the most love, trusted and respected person then life begun to screw you up. In order to challenge it, prove yourself as a stronger person and come out of it as a winner. That is the day I am looking for and I am working fervently toward it. Then you know how valuable, beautiful and precious life is. At that time you life look boring to people around you. But who care as long as you enjoy it. Dull and boring life is on a perspective which varies from person to person. Same way enjoyment of life too is a perception.